A Weekend in the Winter Woods

Finally! Finally it feels like winter in Minnesota. After months of mild, snowless, unexciting days, we’ve been blessed with adequate accumulation of the white stuff and now a small stretch of days have bowed to sub-zero temperatures.

For many, sub-zero mercury is a good reason to stay inside. Although I can’t blame the sentiment, it didn’t work for me. A cold but sunny, beautiful weekend sounded to me like the call of adventure.

After a late sleep on Saturday and a couple cups of French press, I bundled up, purchased my annual ski pass, and headed north to my favorite acreage in Itasca County. At five below zero, the air was crisp and pure; but the wind was biting.

tallpineThe cold burns my face.
It lets me know I’m alive.
It purifies me.

Two parallel tracks pull me deeper into the woods where I follow the paths of others
yet find experiences of my own

Methusalan pine
stands sentry over his trail
solemn as I pass

The great thing about skiing in the woods at sub-zero temperatures is that everyone else is staying indoors. I don’t have anything against other people (in general) but when it comes to being in the woods, I don’t want to see them or hear them. Two back-to-back afternoons in the frigid forest left me alone with the Creator.

As I emerged from lowlands darkened by dense balsam firs, a sudden movement caught my eye. Swiftly and silently a large owl alit from his perch and flew down the trail ahead of me, only to disappear around the bend. As I came into the light among the bare poplars, I startled him again and he led me down the trail a second time. Never making a sound. Never disturbing a branch. He disappeared into the thicket and I didn’t see him again.

dense firsthe tightened walls of balsam fir
obscured my sight of trail inferred
when ’round a bend, a flat-faced bird,
whose perching peace my presence stirred,
and from his branch, in silent whir
he flew through thicket undeterred
and disappeared with motion blurred
into the brush unseen, unheard.

From deep, dark swamp, to open woods, where naked aspen let the light pass unobstructed. There along the land near a lake, aspens had fallen left and right; felled by a beaver. a destructive, productive, constructive beaver. I had seen his work before, in the autumn when I passed that shore and saw the timbers scattered and strewn. I had seen the beaver himself in the pelt, but I imagine now he’s resting in lodge. Foresters had come and gone wielding chainsaws to clear the trail. With messes of timbers there was no dispute on which cut was man’s and which the beaver’s. Clean slices verses rugged chews. The saw was more efficient, but the incisors made for better interest. Tall pines stood on the open shorelines, unattractive to the palette of the paddle-tailed rodent.

I followed the waterline with my slipping steps, until the trail pulled me away again into the wood.  To pass through balsams once again, and then through birches catching light, until again I found the lake, to where I stopped to take a breath and sit on the bridge that crossed the creek.

And as each day drew to a close, the sun set low to touch the trees and cast their shadows, creating paths and patterns across the snow-covered ice.

tracksonlakea late sun sinks in the cold.
tracks meander through penumbrae
that pull from stately pines
on lawrence lake.

apexes of pine silhouettes
retreat from the sun
as it sinks into the cold
and the blue shadows lengthen.

Before the sun could disappear completely and leave me stumbling on my slats through the dark, I called it a day and began the final stretch. Unexpectedly comfortable, now  at 10 below, I spread my toes to climb the hill. Red pines climbed up the slope on my right, which looked down to the lake.

norwegiankingsdwarfed by Norwegian kings
as I ascend to their throne
and stand in awe of their greatness

they rule with silence
speaking only in whisper
when the wind provokes

Two days spent all alone on skis: just me, my Maker, and a skin-biting breeze. I could have stayed inside, but to seek adventure is to be alive.

Haiku: Winter in MN

birches at day’s end: the sun chooses at random several to keepsprightly chickadee
sticks beak in snow. emerges.
with frosty goatee.

birches at day’s end:
the sun chooses at random
several to keep

sage lichen dabbled
on a gray and white canvas
a subtle beauty

two lonesome brothers kept each other company for a centuryrainy December.
a red flag slices the drab:
northern cardinal

two lonesome brothers
kept each other company
for a century

four open perches;
nuthatches and chickadees
take turns on just one

eaglenestred-breasted nuthatch
throws out several black seeds
before taking one

high above the trees
eagle nest waits silently
for coming spring brood

A wasps’ paper orb
hangs fragilely on a branch
over the river.

Haiku from a Deer Stand

Though it ended with no venison in the freezer, the weekend was not lost. Two amazing days in Creation are medicine for any soul. While I sat awaiting my quarry, I filled my notebook with the inspirations and the experience of basking in God’s handiwork– even if man did interrupt the tranquility with distant traffic noise and low-flying planes. And so… a few haikus from a tree stand:

My body shivers.
I see my breath in brisk air.
Sun’s rising warms me.

A nuthatch of Payne’s,IMG_3126
enters his cozy knot hole.
Then re-emerges.

three pink ribbons dance
tied to small trees marking lines
that men imagine

Breaking winter grays:
green moss, lichens sage and gold.
The trees are still dressed.

Five clean, white birches
stand neatly in a straight row.
One leans in to kiss.

I hear ‘swish’ above.
look to see, just over trees,
an eagle fly low

IMG_3127a blue jay clamors.
he leaps branch to branch squawking
oddly musical

A lonely, charred stump
recalls a forest fire
a century past.

squir’l scampers through leaves.
stops to devour a feast:
a cupcake I tossed

Long strings of black pearls
adorn the tall, gray lady
with green, bristled hair

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I came for the deer
but now I’m hunting for words
to write my haiku.

among the drab hues
a sudden flash of azure
wings flourishing white

invisible thread
catches the sun, glints silver
and then disappears

Tree shadows lengthen
reaching to end a short day
and silence the woods.

 

 

The Sinking Ship Sailor

“Aye! Ahoy! but never Avast!” The sinking ship sailor would call.
From port to port and ship to ship his feet would step from deck to deck
to ride the waves and raise the mast and set the sails on many a vessel.
But never upon a brig with speed,
Never a schooner that caught a breeze.
Never a barque that sailed with ease.
Nay!

The ships he chose were filled with holes, the sails were limp, the oars were rot.
The hulls were holed so water flowed and filled the hold
and so the ships were slowed …
at best.
Not all was bust, I must confess! The anchors worked! Or so I jest.

Always in a state of sinking, whatever was this sailor thinking?
Did he find it cause to gloat to sail on ships that barely float?
Or did he find it better yet to walk in trousers always wet?
If he sought to sail unseen, he could have sailed a submarine.
Always in a state of sinking, whatever was this sailor thinking?

“Aye! Ahoy! but never Avast!” The sinking ship sailor would call.
To run aground or slowly sink he’d choose a ship as if a plank
to walk. And not just one, nay always more, he’d hop across a whole armada.
But always upon a failing fleet,
Always flotillas that wet his feet.
Always a navy too easily beat.
Aye!

His shanghaied self was far from help, the self-slaved whelp, the soggy salt.
The galley slave of volunteer was without fear,
Or so it would appear…
to most.
He was not brave, I would object! He was a fool! So I suspect.

Always in a state of sinking, whatever was this sailor thinking?
Did he aim to be a captain saving ships whose death was certain?
Or did he find a great adventure serving ships of wet indenture?
If he sought to lead a crew, a proven ship would surely do.
Always in a state of sinking, whatever was this sailor thinking?

“Aye! Ahoy! but never Avast!” The sinking ship sailor would call.
Every ship the swab would pick was moments from a deathly quick,
and every choice, non-buoyant hunks of Chinese junk that were not fit for cargo.
But maybe he wasn’t just a knave.
Maybe there’s cause for time he gave.
Maybe he found them ships to save.
Maybe?

Some ships he chose were treasures still, the sails had soul, their pasts were rich.
The ships were bold when tales were told of legends old
and so the ships were gold …
to some.
There’s no logic, I would conclude! To his in drench’ed servitude! Or so I shrug.
Until he’d find one long at last
whose glory wasn’t in the past;
Until one day he’d climb a mast
and for the first time shout, ‘Avast!’

Published in Inkwell Spring 2017 Bethany Lutheran College