To Mudro and Beyond

bwcaphotoFive of us took two canoes into the BWCA at the beginning of August. Mudro is a vicious entry… mountain goat path portages interrupted by piddly short paddles before having to portage again. After the initial hurdles are conquered, however, it opens up into bigger, beautiful water.

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Siblings and spouses we paddled hard and found every site on Four Town to be occupied. Waiting out a downpour while on the portage to Boot, we shoved off again as the sky cleared and finally found a nice site on the north end of Boot. We just spent two nights and paddle out to end our quick trip as planned. It was fun, but felt short, so my conclusion after this and other trips, is that three nights is a minimum for a good, solid BWCA trip.

There the owl nests…

 

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Barred Owl Nesting Box

“There the owl nests and lays
    and hatches and gathers her young in her shadow;
indeed, there the hawks are gathered,
    each one with her mate.” -Isaiah 34:15

It seemed like a nice verse to emblaze onto a nesting box built in hopes of attracting a barred owl; in context, however, Isaiah 34 is prophetically speaking of the destruction of God’s enemies and the animals said to inhabit the desolated ruins.

It is not altogether inappropriate, for in winter when the owl begins nesting, the woods of Minnesota are arguably desolated. And yet, I will decidedly take scripture out of context in this instance and decide that “There the owl nests and lays and hatches and gathers her young in her shadow…” as an inspiring and delightful verse to inscribe on a nesting box. Here’s hoping an owl helps the box live up to its inscription!

The Stories of Tracks

tracksonlakeBushwhacking the woods
and stomping through snow
in my moose leather mukluks.

A fresh dusting
from this morning
over hard crust
from days before.
The woods seem dead and empty;
but they are not.
The statements I punctuate
through the crust
are surrounded and crossed
by other stories
written in the fresh powder
by authors unseen.

I see a deer had wandered here
and even lay here last night
and then got up
and had a brief
drop of relief
before departing
early this morning.

I see a fox had,
in a smooth and elegant line,
swiftly glided past this plane.
and then went straight back again
from whence she came.
Apparently she did not
find whatever it was
that she sought.

I see a grouse
walked with feet crossed
and wandered
and meandered
and circled
and stumbled
in a seemingly pointless pursuit
so that it can only be assumed
that this poor bird had consumed
some seriously over-ripened fruit.

I see a mouse or vole
and his story was penned
with a scampering trail
but it came to an end
at the base of a hole.
His story
stopped violently
where the swish
of owl wings
brushed the snow
and picked up
where the rodent left off.
It seems that mastered skill
is no match for raw talons.

I see
the tracks
atop a lodge
where a little master builder
had summited the rubble he had piled
to pause
and to view the flooded, frozen ruin
that he had caused
on that pond
and he rested on his paws to ponder
if every act of construction
requires a level of destruction
and if every act of deconstruction
allows the birth of something new.
But who am I kidding?
This isn’t something on which he wood chew.
This isn’t a concern his conscience might log.
He’s just surviving.
He isn’t contriving an opinion.
He doesn’t give a dam
about fate.
At any rate
I think
he felt
how nice it would be
to sit on his house.
He left his tracks
and that inspired me.

And so are the stories
left written in snow:
We can think and assume
but we don’t really know.
Our forensics
and deductions
can tell basic facts.
but imagination
tells the stories
when looking at tracks.

Balsam Fir Boats

on hikes with Dad
and he would quiz me
on plants and trees
and he would show me
some ways to play
like my favorite
which I still do today:

to take a stick, a tiny twig
and pop a zit
one of those pitch-filled pockets
on the skin of a balsam fir
and coat the tip
of the stick
as if it were
a little torch
and place it in the lake
and wait a sec
then watch it zoom
like a matchstick motorboat rocket
with a rainbow-colored flame behind it
and watch it zoom
forward with gusto
with no rudder,
fully free
until it slows
and its oily tail
brittles
and fizzles
on the surface
leaving only
a trace
of its
trail.

a short
moment of joy
but renewable
renewable
for as many twigs
as there are in
the forest.

so sometime soon
when he can walk
I will show my son
some ways to play
and I will quiz him
on plants and trees
and I will teach him
about balsam boats
and by those moments
day by day
in those moments
of simple fun
my dad will get
moments
one by one
and in those moments
my dad will get
to go on hikes
with his grandson
that
he never met.

 

-published 2017 edition of Spring Thaw! Itasca Community College

-published summer 2018 edition of Great Northern News

Preserved in Death

spiraltreebared and slashed
preserved in death.
there he stands
twelve tall.
killed in a flash
to be saved
for an age.

king of the stumps,
and a limbless tree.
he once took root so
he might be
stripped and charred
striped and marred
a spiraling spire
of twisted grain
elevated to stand
under strain
humbly
for a ten-decade reign.

scattered through woods
are sainted trees,
epitaphs,
their names engraved
on binded leaves.
in ashen stumps
their bodies saved
when rush of wind
and tongues of fire
enlightened them
engulfed, inspired.

they wait
asleep
they pine
they pray
for a day
when they
will wake,
will shine.

the fire
that killed him
saved them
purified them
petrified them
hardened them
immortalized them

agony:
a blaze of pain.
irony:
eternal gain.

forbears and offsprigs
who died of old age,
died not in the blaze:
they fell naturally,
crashed gracefully:
but they are decayed,
returned to the dust
consumed by the earth
in which they lay

to rot.

but not

those baptized in fire
who stood their ground
to bow their crowns

not those lost
to flame inflictors

the fire
that killed him
saved them
purified them
petrified them
hardened them
immortalized them

in his loss
they became victors.

bared and slashed
preserved in death.
there he stands
twelve tall.
killed in a flash
to save
an age.

 

Published in Inkwell Spring 2017 Bethany Lutheran College